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whooooooooooooooa [December 11th]
dang its been awhile!! show me sum love and leave comments
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GuUuUyS [August 28th]
[ mood | fOod nEonE ]

boy chatting it up today!!! woo woo those r the best days ever!!!

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[August 28th]
Horoscope for Capricorn
28 Aug 2005

Kwiz.Biz Daily Horoscopes for your Blog

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[August 22nd]
LIFES GREAT

I HAVE MY BEST FRIEND BACK!!! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE HIM

TRACK ROCKS!

LOVE MY JOB

FRIENDS WOW WHAT CAN I SAY >3!!


BYE FOR NOW
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[August 1st]
so yesterday ....
hung out w sis and cousin till 1
then came home
got rede
then went to davids graduation party ... it was boring till nikole showed up!!
after that went home and called ben!!
him and austin both came over and hung out for awhile
austin is a dork and ben ha i love the kid!
while hanging out outside
i saw nelda!!! woo woo lol *wearing an aggie shirt eh? lol* miss you girly love ya!

well gotta go get rede for work!

<3 m a r y
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i always thought i had something for him .... [July 30th]
[ mood | ya know im w my sis ]

heyyyy everyone!!! ok wow ive been super busy
well neways work has been great we all went to astroworld yesterday which was tons of fun!
my "love life" .... well yeah there is this guy and his name is BEN!! he's the best ever!!! its crazy i was missing out on so much i never knew!! lol he came home today!!! heck yeahhhhhh
ummm maryland was lots of fun hope to go back soon!!
im @ my sister house right now hanging out w some of my awesome family!! just went swimming then laid out for a lil bit trying to keep my tan:0).. yeah kinda missing my baby!! haha well im gonna go now ... we're all bout to go play some vollyball!! but b4 i do that im gonna call my honey bunches!! lol yeah aka ben ;0)


<3 mary

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[July 8th]
ok here i got again ... girls i need help .. if u were in my position what would u do?!?!

im kinda "talking" to 2 guys right now and one of them thinks we're like together and we're kinda not and i really like the other one ...i just dont wanna hurt neone or ruin a friendship!! ok ...

GUY #1
same age as me
drives
plays sports
has a goal in life
im not afraid to b myself round him
we can learn from each other
we have inside jokes

GUY #2
younger than me
ummm idk what to say bout him ... he dresses good
and goes to curch?
ahhh???? not much to say ....


yeah it may seem like i should go for # one but its not that easy .....

help

<3 me
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[July 5th]
[ mood | OF THE WALL ]

i was reading over my journal ... the past 7 months
its crazy cause all those feelings r GONE!!
and im happy bout that of course!!
im like way happier than ive ever been
those past 7 months i was blinded
and now i can finally see!! :0)
well im here in maryland hanging out wif my sis and family ... missing my parents and friends!
having a blast!!
well its 12:32 here kinda late .. havent got much sleep so i think im out for now!!

<3 KASS yeah thats right sucka!! lol

TRAVIS SWEETIE IM HAPPY FOR U!! WE'RE SO HANGING OUT WHEN I GET HOME MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY I LOVE YOU!!!

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[June 26th]
FRIDAY NIGHT WAS AMAZING!! CHURCH WAS GREAT DEMO WAS AWESOME GOT TO HANG W THE GURLS AND DINNER WITH THE GUYS WAS FUN... COULDNT HAVE BEEN NE BETTER
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i love my friends [June 18th]
[ mood | <3 ]

ok gotta make this short ... i gotta go get rede to babysit some kids from karate!! this should be fun!!

ok so last night we picked up amanda round 720 and headed to a high school bible study that albert was hosting ... david lead us through worship and stuff which he did an awesome job!! then albert finished the rest! it was overall awesome ... it was so tense i cried like a baby :-)! there was a lot of people that showed up *justin*keith*amanda*will(alberts bro)*steven*alberts bro's girlfriend*david*sara*tina*and *victoria* there all cool people!! we all decided to name our ministry !!!through the fire!! it has an awesome strory to it but i dont remember :-( well after that we were all hungry so we went to wendys... amanda couldnt go w us but that was all good ... so well all ate and talked and stuff it was sooooooooo much fun! we made some memories!! justin kept making fun of my voice and now keith keeps calling me minnie and they found someone to be my mickey!! ;-) lol WOW! so then we all started to leave round 10:40 .. we we're all gonna go to keiths house to watch a movie but it was to late cause we were suppose to wake up early for the karate schools garage sale! so albert took us home! *theres a lot more but i dont have much time lol*

and today ... garage sale at the karate school ... woo woo we made lots and lots of money!! and now im home cleaning my room and then getting rede to go babysit 200-630

and tomorrow ... i believe im going to church with keith and albert!!! i cant wait!!!!

well im out

<3 minnie

NELDA SORRY I COULDNT MAKE IT FRIDAY!! I MISS U TONS


MARY GOT PAID THURSDAY!! WOO WOO BIG BUCKS LOL

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<3'n the staff [June 14th]
[ mood | yeah!! ]

today was f'n awesome!!
got to work early round 9
i hung out with amanda till 930
then i started working
*ummm gotta make this short!! *
blah blah blah
b4 we left to the bowling alley we had to put these things on the kids
and they got all messed up
so while waiting in line all the staff kept hitting each other
i think amanda and i got tons of bruises lol
haha but we got our pay back on keith :-)
neways so we got to the bowling alley
the kids started bowling and i was near keith and nick
so we decided to have a lil competition to see who bowls better
hahaha good times!! by the way nick won :0)
got rede to leave then loaded the bus
on the way out mr. d and john were beating up nick
and people in their cars were watching lol
blah blah blah ....
snack time
it was me and albert watching the kids
there was like 4 kids left so we started talking
bout ex boyfriends and girlfriends .... ha that was a nice talk!!
then we talked bout a bible study this friday night I CANT WAIT!!!
*nelda i dont know bout friday nemore ... i got the bible study then out to eat ....*
it was nice talking to him!
umm worked out ... helped some lil kids
then cleaned up the karate school
then went home
well im tired ill finish this up later

<3 kass <---- thats me!! i looooooooooove you buddy always and 4ever ;0)

post a comment bout me and dont tell me ur name ,,, i would love to know what u think of me!

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[June 12th]
[ mood | its time to partay! ]

wow life has been great!!!
where should i start ....
tuesday after church aly came over and stayed the night
we watched the grudge ...
OMG aly freaked out like the whole movie
it wasnt that great
but neways we has lots of fun!!
wednesday she left round 1030 ... i was to lazy to go with her
she was going to the gym .. instead i went back to sleep!! :-)
went to karate blah blah blah that was it
thursday was online like alllll day
went to karate then staff meeting :-) my 1st one yay
home so i could get my stuff and change
then i went to aly's house and spent the night
we watched the movie awards and made cookies and talked bout this "boy" lol
friday aly and i had to wake up @ 5 so we could take a shower
because they werent aloud to use the water from 7-7 people were fixing something?
round 10 went to kingwood for breakfast w the girls from church
that was fuuun!!! im begin'n to like kingwood lol
then round 12:00 we left to kemah woo woo
we made a stop at a navel base which was actually pretty intresting
we got to see planes fly like from TOP GUN!!
neways then we were kemah
rode a couple rides walked around
meet a few guys ... lol good times!!
and left
meet my family up at tin roof *it was my family and the lovell family*
got our food .. we had the teens table and the old goats table lol!!
as we were eating we saw calvin ... HAHA that was great we kept making a mess just for him to clean it up ... he loved us for it!
then he kept stopping at our table and one time he drank my drink o my thats a no no lol!! neways
after that we went back to aly's house to pick up some clothes for her then left to my house
bout an hour after that went to ........ H-E-B we were there for like 2 hours and then we finally noticed i wasnt matching .. i was wearing a black and blue flip flop :-( i wasnt to happy hehe!
after heb we got home and watched movies and aly and i were learning how to work icontrol that took like an hour yeah yeah we;re not to smart .. we know!!
she left saturday round 12 :-( i didnt want her to go!!
so saturday and sunday umm church shopping and hanging out with my sisterS!! fun fun fun
ill update again later i gotta go get rede for work!!


nelda i get off round 600 so what times good for u? ... i gotta tell u bout this "guy" ...."kwood" ... lol love you girl!

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[June 7th]
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on


Here I am
Once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside

Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore


wow!! thats all i can say . . . . :-/
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i was bored ... had nothing better 2 do [May 31st]
[ mood | yeah ]

pictures of my dayCollapse )

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[May 17th]
since ive got online this is what ive been listening to like no stop ... serious!!


THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it's all right on, as she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don't understand her
She's a question without answers
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this

CHORUS
She's calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about

And he tells everyone a story,
Cause he thinks his life is boring
And he fights so you won't ignore him,
Cause that's his biggest fear
And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it
And he loves but he's scared to use it
So he hides behind the music
Cause he likes it that way
And he knows, he's so much more than worthless
He needs to find the surface
Cause he's starting to get nervous

CHORUS

Have you ever felt this way before
Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore
Take me to a place where nothing's wrong
And thanks for coming, shut the door
And they say some one out there sees us,
Well if you're real, then save me Jesus
Cause I've been this way for far too long
I wasn't meant to feel alone

CHORUS

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about
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hope u get it?! lol [May 16th]
[ mood | <3 ]

u always see those happy couples walking around and whatnot & u always wished that was you ... thats how i used to feel cause now im one of those couples!!! <3





IMCRAZYABOUTYOU!!!!!


i love you donovan .... having one of those moments lol ;-)

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[May 14th]
[ mood | STILL GOING STRONG ]

FRIDAY WAS AWESOME!!
OK FRIDAY MORNING TRAVIS PICKED ME UP SO I DIDNT HAVE TO RIDE THE BUS!!!
1ST PERIOD .... WE HAD A SUB SO WE WATCHED A MOVIE
2ND PERIOD .... WE HAD A SUB. TOO A FREAKING TEST WHICH I PROB FAILED BUT O WELL
3RD PERIOD .... UMMM STRAIGHT'N MY HAIR THE WHOOOOOLE CLASS PERIOD LOL
4TH PERIOD .... I MEET STEPHS EX BF AND WHATNOT HUNG OUT WIF MY TRACK GIRLS <3
AFTER SCHOOL TRAVIS TOOK ME TO SONIC AND GOT SOME FOOD ... ON THE WAY HOME I WOULDNT LET HIM LISTEN TO ONE WHOLE SONG LOL IT WAS FUNNY HE WAS BOUT TO MAKE ME WALK HOME LOL YEAH RIGHT!

AROUND 4:30 DONOVAN AND HIS FAMILY PICKED ME UP ... WENT TO THE MALL THEY GOT THEIR EYES EXAMINED AFTER THAT WE WENT TO ARBY'S AND ATE, MEET ONE OF DONOVANS FRIENDS ... SHE SEEMS REAL DOWN TO EARTH! WHICH IS COOL AND ALL. AFTER THAT DONOVAN AND I WENT TO RISING SUN TO PICK UP JUSTIN ... WE HUNG OUT THERE FOR AWHILE MEET A FEW OF THE PEOPLE THAT GO THERE ... THEY WERE NICE ... *I SOOOO WANNA TRAIN THERE* LEFT THERE DROPPED JUSTIN OFF AND WE WENT BACK TO D'S HOUSE AND HUNG OUT THERE TILL BOUT 10:40 AND HE DROPPED ME OFF. I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN IF U DONT KNOE I WAS HAVING PROBLEMS TALKING TO HIS MOM ... AND NOW ALL THAT CHANGED YESTERDAY AND BOI AM I GLAD!! WELL NEWAYS I GOTTA GO FINISH CLEANING ... THE FAMILY IS COMING OVER!!


LOVE YOU ALL .... HOPE U LOVE ME 2! :-)

BOWIZZER!


I LOVE YOU DONOVAN ... YOU'RE A KEEPER!! ;-)

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Lovers [May 10th]
[ mood | he takes my breath away ]

woo woo today makes it 7 months!! i loooooove you donovan, your so freakin amazing!!! im so happy you just dont know : )


*theres nothing like waking up 2 a phone call from your bf at 12:00 in the morning saying happy 7 months!!! <3*



smiles big!!!

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THIS WASNT ONE OF THOSE DAYS [May 3rd]
[ mood | YEAH THAT FEELING IS BACK : ) ]

OMG IM SOOOO HAPPY!! OK WELL AT 1ST I WASNT! HERES THE STORY!

WOKE UP THIS MORNING NO SCHOOL CAUSE I HAD A DR APPOINTMENT
CALLED DONOVAN ... OF COURSE : ) <-- MADE ME SMILE
THEN GOT REDE
DOCTORS
HOME
CALLED DONOVAN AGAIN .... WE PLANNED TO HAVE LUNCH TOGETHER
ASKED THE RENTS
THEY SAID NO
I WAS SOOOOO CRUSHED!!
FOR EVERYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW
WE HAVENT GOT TO SPEND A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER
... BASICALLY
BUT I MEAN WE'RE STILL IN LOVE AND DOING BETTER THAN EVER
ITS JUST TIME IS LIKE AGAINT US .... MAKES SENSES?
WELL HE HAS TO BE @ KARATE ROUND 2
AND WE'RE TALKING ON THE PHONE FROM LIKE 12 TO 1
AFTER WE GOT OFF THE PHONE
I WAS CRYING .. BECAUSE I MEAN COME ON ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE IVE SEEN HIM
THATS NOT NORMAL
THEN HE CALLS LIKE ROUND 1:40 AND SAYS IM COMING OVER
I WAS SOOOOO HAPPY!
WHEN HE GOT HERE WE HUGGED AND I BEGAN TO CRY EVEN MORE!!!
THATS HOW HAPPY I WAS .... HE WAS THERE TO COMFORT ME AND WIPE MY TEARS AWAY & TO TELL ME EVERY THINGS GONNA B OK *HE'S SUCH AN AWESOME BOYFRIEND!!!* .. IM SO LUCKY
THEN HE HAD TO LEAVE ... BUT I DIDNT CRY I WAS SMILING
I HAVENT SMILED IN AWHILE ... IT FEELS GOOD!!
IM SO F'N PROUD OF HIM!! HE'S LIVING HIS DREAM AND HANDLE'N THE STRESS AND WHAT NOT THAT CAME W HIS DREAM!! IM HERE TO SUPPORT HIM 100%!!! <3

NEWAYS IM GONNA GO DANCE NOW LOL

<3 MArY

7 MONTHS COMING UP!!! I LOOOOOVE YOU BABE!
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^ the good times that make me smile!!! ^

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[April 29th]
[ mood | satisfied but yet .... ]

yeah i know i know i havent updated in awhile!! for the most part lifes been good i mean i cant ask for more ... i have everything i could possible want or need! and there hasnt been TO much drama .. thank god! anyways i feel like typing somethings ... that have no meaning behind it! its just a bunch of words put together!




your dream finally coming true
im so happy for you
u make me proud
i had no clue that u would be this busy
u have a life, yes i know
but not talking every night like always
and spending only a few hours w u is not what i want
i know i cant always have what i want
the world doesnt evolve round me
but i miss you
i'll just have to get use to this
i mean its nothing big
its just a change
i love you
and i would do anything for you!

well anyways yeah im just sitting here waiting for donovan to get home from eating out w the power ranger dude person ... ahhh i wanna see him so bad i mean i got to spend like 1 hour 1/2 w him this afternoon but it wasnt enough! neways ill get to see him this weekend!
whoooo i went to church ( 2nd baptist church -north)w alyssa on wednesday and boi did i love it ... EVERY MINUTE OF IT!! i felt so close to god it was an amazing feeling, a feeling that doesnt come to often 4 me!! CHURCH EVERY WEDNESDAY yay!! and this sunday girls ministry cant wait!!
lately ive been reading this "her devotional book" that meredith got me ... and ive learned a lot from it! i feel like im becoming a stronger christian i <3 it mucho!!!
well im gonna go now i got a headache!

much love,
kasS


d o n o v a n
i love you sooo much! your the best ever im so lucky to have you!! 7 months coming up babe!!! *so far its been an amazing 6 months w u wouldnt change it for the world*

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